I opened my mouth.

But no words seemed to be coming out.

I could only watch you walk away.

I tried to call out for you..

Yet my voice was drowned by the silence.

I miss you.

Was looking at AppDomains in C#. Wanted to create some sort of sandbox which could prevent the whole application from crashing due to bad coding.

However, after implmenting a test to try, i realised it does not perform the way i want it to.

Creating a thread, apparently is not in a AppDoman itself. Crashing a thread will still bring down the whole process.

But the idea was good.

Did a little research on a IPC framework.

Turns out there isn't much about it.

So I decided to make my own.

Copying the concept from AppDomain by using proxy objects, i created a simlar class. But instead of loading on a different AppDomain, this class is able to load assemblies and create instances in another process.

The instances would then be accessed as proxy objects (Similar to AppDomain).

This is done using .NET Remoting, IpcChannel for communication.

Usage is pretty easy and possibilities are endless.

Took me about 12 work hours to complete :D

However, I noticed the memory footprint is pretty high. It starts at about 8megs with no instances loaded.

Does loving some one means we have to expect more from them?

I don't know.

I guess i am just not fit love.

Sigh. Eye is killing me. The cornea surface keeps tearing again and again. It's already the third time since the last major attack.

I don't want to go for laser treatment =(

It's hard to believe everything just disappears in an instant.

I know i am wrong.

But that doesn't mean i am going to change.

Because it is just who i am. You cant change that.

However, that doesn't mean I don't love you.

It will always be like that.

A never ending cycle.

I was always meant to walk to path alone.

Frankly, I am so used to being alone.

It actually feels more wrong to have you than not.

I just feel sad that i lost you.

PS. Take me as I am, or watch me go.

I picked up my phone over and over again. Composing a message to you. Then deleting it again before i even sent it out.

I want to believe that you were genuine, but it is really hard for me. bye.

Like buses, they come and go..

It's a never ending cycle.

I don't know if i can trust you. At this point in time, i would say no.

I know. I get suspicious easily. That is how i am.

We'll go separate ways from now on.

I couldn't care less what is going on with you.

No. I don't like this love game thing.

I like it simple and straightforward.

I like to start slow.

Whatever.

A few things off the top of my head.

2.7k - Get the loft done.

1.2k - Get my windows phone 7

1.5k - Get a media centre pc

800- Get a new xbox with Kinect

1.5k Get a wireless HT

3k - Get my new tv

.Lol. No $$ -_-

Stop crying. Stop please.

I really don't want to worry anything else besides my work.

Nothing at all.

I've had enough of everything. I just want everything to work.

You don't know anything about me.

You have no rights to say anything.

Don't categorise me as the same as them.

Fuck this shit. Seriously.